Dream, dream, dream, dream, dream, dream...

It’s time again… where the years get tallied up, you get to eat cake and a birthday song is sung – in my case, occasionally in more than one language  I haven’t blogged for a while. Haven’t been in the mood to sit down and write. Then again, I’ve been on a massive learning curve, which leaves me little time to be as reflective as I’d like. Between being determined to prove myself at Uni this year, (and thus focused on work), learning how to structure a week (considering that I’ve been given certain responsibilities with dancing and I’m working all over the shop), keeping family together and developing a routine there, and being somewhat distracted in ways not necessarily work related (let’s say, socialising and looking for a bit of fun – yes, I’m learning how to have fun! *wink wink*) it’s pretty go go go. That’s one aspect, and another is that a lot of my reflecting is currently introspective and, to tell the truth, mainly on an ultra-personal level - not something I’m willing to let just anyone see. In fact, it’s bloody hard to put in words at all. Needless to say, it’s got plenty to do with my continuing lessons on dealing with the opposite sex, in every imaginable context. *sigh* enough said. It’s a personal struggle – something I’ve got to deal with. But, generally, I’m happy with the way things are going. I’m being outrageously acceptant of things I cannot change (something I’ve been praying to be able to do for a while now, and it’s a relief that needs to be acknowledged) and being positive where I can. I’m optimistic. Incidentally, I’m going to the Winter Olympics in Vancouver, 2010 (that’s not optimism talking, that’s a fact!) and I adore a Swiss figure skater, Stephane Lambiel. That wasn’t really a digression, more something that needed to be mentioned, and one of those somethings for which the ‘right time’ was unlikely to arrive *L* Anyways, that long elusive balance seems to be on the horizon, and once I’ve found my feet, there will be little to hinder my dreams!